Thoughtful Thursday

On Thursdays, I will post a few of things that I have been thinking about. This includes projects that I thinking of creating, thoughts about life and family and just general get-it-out-there-and-out-of-my-head ramblings.

I am....

 ... not in a good place, emotionally or spiritually. Right now I am going through a very difficult time and it has been going on for more than a week. Thus, no "Thoughtful Thursday" last week. I just could not handle putting my thoughts out in a public forum when I was so venerable.

... not saying I am in a good place now. I am trying to heal but am taking things day by day, moment by moment.

... trying to remember that my God loves me.

... praying for the healing for myself and my husband... that we can get through this difficult place and come out stronger on the other side.

... trying to hear God's voice... while battling all of my own self-defeating thought.

... asking for prayers, positive thoughts, whatever from anyone out there. I cannot do this alone and I have people praying for me but sometimes it is nice to think that somewhere out there in the world someone that doesn't know me has taken a brief moment to ask for healing for me.

... trying very hard to remember the below scripture...

The words I am trying to remember... my current mantra in my head.

Love,
Ashley